The Bureaucratic Feudalist Religion must become the dominate force across every aspect of life, with adherence to changing and conflicting tenets being the sole means by which individual and collective value are derived and assigned.
The Eternal War | Doctrine | Warfare | Resentfuls’ Principle
It had been almost six years after that day, the day he’d hard-earned the respect, loyalty and bond of his two closest friends. The brief brutal fight on the pitch. An event had brought him firmly to Professor Mykonos’ attentions. He’d come to visit the professor’s small, book stuffed and paper cluttered office with only a single window providing real outside light and the barest sliver of a view of the sea. He’d visited this office numerous times over the years leading up to graduation, three days hence. Professor Mykonos having become a mentor and guide. A trusted advisor. Not only for himself, but also for Mercouris and Christophorous whom he’d ruthlessly befriended on that day.
Kathigitís, as they’d come to call Professor Mykonos, turned out not only to be a man of letters, master of the classics, a man had put in years to understand men, but was himself a man of action. A Greco Roman wrestler in his youth and school days. When injuries got the better of him in that arena, he’d transitioned to endurance athletics and competitive sailing. While he was not gifted with the innate capacities of a natural born leader, as the three boys he’d mentored for all these years were. He was through the school years and all those after, considered by them to be an actual man. Not merely a male wearing the image of a man. No, Kathigitís was a man.
Men, real men, care about knowledge and intelligence, that what the other is talking about is something they actually know. Something the other better be able to back up physically, if necessary. Without this ability and willingness to defend what one says with violence, how can what one says be trusted? Words are after all, merely symbols. A man says what he knows to be true and stands by, willing to shed blood, should he be called a liar. It’s also how a man knows to stop and listen to another, even when he strenuously disagrees with the other. If the other stands his ground and is willing to violence if necessary to hold his point. Then it’s a point worth listening to, even if it proves wrong, as there is always at least partial truth in what is wrong.
“I don’t and can’t seem to trust priests of any type. Doesn’t matter whether they’re those of the organized religions, or of the philosophical, managerial and political domains.” Mikel initiates this, the last conversation he will have with the man who has done more to connect with and shape him than any other in his now seventeen years of life. Since the sudden explosive death, a decade ago, of his own father.
“Then you best continue your studies. Priests are everywhere. Anywhere there are systems of power based on language and linguistic constructs.” Kathigitís replies, looking up from his seat to the quiet and yet intensely blue eyes of the boy who now towers over him. Mikel, who’s grown to be six foot five and almost two hundred and twenty pounds of fit and lean athlete. Motioning for Mikel to take the only other seat in the room, moving papers stacked there as he does so.
“You’re committed to Balliol, then?” Kathigitís asks.
“Yes. Asian and Middle Eastern Studies and Philosophy.” It’s the course he’s set for himself. This path seeming to be what is next for his life’s journey. The next inevitable step in the path being lain before him. A path not necessarily of his own devising. But one over which he’s not without some agency.
“Well, you’re at the departure. There’s no more your regular life, that of a youth, can give you.” Kathigitís, recalling their numerous conversations over the years, around the concepts and ideas of the Hero’s Journey. A journey reserved for and made only by actual heroes, the very few have emerged across the eons. None of which set out to be heroes, but instead were merely mortals listening to the voice of the old gods. Individuals following the path lain before them, no matter the hardships and personal costs.
“What about Mercouris and Christophorous? Have their plans changed?” The three of them had become fast friends before the weekend of the fight was over. Just as he’d predicted. Each of them pushing one another since that day, such the three of them, collectively across all their subjects and activities were the top of their year. Not the most popular boys, but the most popular and influential group of boys. Which is where and how real influence resides in the world. Not in the one, not in the many. But in a small, tightknit, and motivated group bound together through an unbreakable bond of earned mutual respect.
“Yes. Nothing has changed with them.” Mercouris was off to MIT, biochemistry then med school. Christophorous was off to Tsing Hua to study Chinese classics, with no idea for after. Though he would probably go into the family shipping business. Mikel had replied, thinking of the two young men who had become his staunches friends and allies over the past five years. Young men also spares out there in the world, though very well-heeled, educated and connected spares. Not orphans like him, but the second and third son of wealthy and powerful families.
“Now your paths diverge, though they do not break.” There’s something Kathigitís knows, given thirty years of experience. He knows, firmly, these young men will be lifelong friends. No matter what the world throws at them. Even should they be required to war with one another in some world cause. Their years here having shaped and bonded them in ways can never be undone.
“Yes, now we go out into the world, into the domain of Lilith and her demon children.” It’s a thought had consumed much of Mikel’s time and studies this past year, as he prepared to leave for undergraduate studies in England.
“Every hero must meet an enemy so great in their journeys. That the enemy nearly destroys them. Often, they must meet more than one enemy of this caliber. Must be pushed near to ruin and death more than once.” Kathigitís thinks to himself. Most young men this age have much of their minds clouded by the opposite sex, given historically they would already be starting families of their own. Not these three. Girls were too easy for them. The challenge of being great men in the world, motivated all three of them far more powerfully and deeply.
“What is it about Lilith which strikes you as you prepare to leave our hills here?” Mikel had been a rather quiet and serious boy during all of his years in the academy. To such degree, Mykonos had not been able to shake the sense there was something dark and painful he’d been hiding, something horrible he’d experienced in his early years. Something Mikel would never allow an approach to any of those times Mykonos and other members of the staff had attempted. Perhaps it was tied up in his thinking of Lilith. Perhaps something to do with his mother.
“There’s a war on women. Healthy and whole women. A war on strong and healthy human beings. Not only the women, but men as well. Protectors most of all.” Mikel, seated, looking out the sliver of a window at the afternoon reflection of sun on sea. That merest glimpse that can be seen from this office. “It’s not a new war. But it does seem, in our time, to be heavily biased towards the sons and daughters of Lilith.”
“Something more, something in particular you’re thinking?” Mykonos, Kathigitís as these boys call him, can’t disagree. It is a dangerous subject however, given what Mikel has rightly seen. Even here, sheltered by the traditions and wealth of the academy’s donors and staff, they must be careful about what the boys who study here take out into the world with them. This, however, is a running conversation they’d been having for more than a year now. And Mikel seemed to know intuitively to keep it to himself, except only when in the company of the most trusted of friends and advisors.
“The greatest trick ever pulled.” Mikel responds.
“The devil convincing humanity that the devil doesn’t exist. I imagine this is where you’re thinking, given the Lilith reference.”
“Unhealthy women, the daughters of Lilith, making the world forget Lilith and the hatred she brought into the world. That her unhealthy children yet bring into the world. The very real threat posed by them.” Mikel responds yet looking out through the sliver of a window.
“If a group had the power but not the ability to project that power. How would they secure it?” Mikel thinking it out as he talks. His mind always working better this way.
“I believe they would need to convince the world they don’t have any power. That someone or something else they fully control has the power. Someone or something that can project and secure power.” Where’s Mikel’s mind going with this particular conversation? What is it he’s seeking to find in this discussion, their one remaining, perhaps for the remainder of their lives.
“As the story goes, Lilith rebelled, struck out in defiance to Adam – man – and God, and birthed demons into the world out of spite. She and her children sought out, used, destroyed and killed the children of Adam and Eve. Which they are yet doing to this very day, thousands of years on.”
“Lilith also killed her own children.”
“Yes. It’s all analogy, I know. But of what exactly? These ancients myths and stories carry powerful truths, deep truths needed to be carried forward unbroken in their capacity to relay profound messages.” Mikel pauses, looks away, down and to the left, as he always does when in deep conversation where he has to actually think. “She was man’s equal, slightly more than equal, actually. As man can’t bear and birth life into the world.”
“What did she have to be envious of? The world and all in it would belong to her children.” Mikel continues, quietly, thinking this intractable question out. A question he cannot seem to find the answer to no matter how hard he studies and thinks.
“What do you think it means that she’s known as the mother of demons?”
“You know, I’ve thought about this a lot for months now.” Mikel looking up to his mentor and teacher. He’s going to miss these conversations and the man himself. And over the growing number of years after this conversation, he often would.
“I think it means demons are the product not of evil but of resentment, with unchecked resentment itself becoming evil. Given resentment was the greatest emotive force in Lilith’s being. Her children were infused with resentment derived malevolence and evil intent from the very moment of conception. Rather than gratitude as the base motivation, envy was her and her children’s base motivation. An infectious motivation even Cain fell prey to. Who knows if his wife or friends were not of Lilith, whispering resentment into his ears.”
“I think the term demon means a human being whose motivation is envy and resentment become malevolence and where allowed, evil. Those who are shaped by these forces, by envy as base, act demonically, inhumane, with one another and all human beings, with all life.” Mikel goes on.
“They spread Lilith’s power. A power which cannot be allowed to be witnessed directly, until too late?”
“Yes. Exactly! Deception is the main power of demons. The deception of words most of all.” Mikel smiles tersely.
“You believe the war against women is being conducted by the descendants of Lilith who are exercising their hidden power?”
“I think there’s an all-out war waging between the daughters of Lilith and the daughters of Eve that goes back to the beginning of our species. A war we cannot see because it’s been hidden from us behind a sustained, comprehensive and sophisticated deception.” He doesn’t literally mean Lilith and Eve. He knows they’re but metaphors, mythical figures, stories come to across millennia or more, to help humanity understand a vastly complex psychological space.
“I think women have most all the power and always have had. But they hide this truth. Both the healthy and unhealthy women. The daughters of Eve and of Lilith. Making it look like men have all the power. Men they can and do control or who are bound to them and their children. Men they use to wage the physically destructive parts of their genetic war or to innovate, manage and lead the best parts of the game.”
“Men don’t have control or power?”
“I think the ones which partner with the daughters of Eve share power. But ultimately, across only a couple generations, the daughters of even these unions end up being the only genetic future of that pairing and end up owning most of any assets and relationships remaining. That’s just statistically the case and irrefutably true mathematically.” Mikel smiles. “I’ve run the computations.”
“Even if men tried to create a world they owned and controlled. They couldn’t. They don’t live long enough, too few male children are born, and large numbers of males never have any children at all.”
“Seems you’ve been thinking about this considerably.” Kathigitís replies.
“I don’t know. Seems this is actual reality. The whole patriarchy thing just doesn’t add up. Mathematically, across even only a couple generations, it isn’t sustainable. Matriarchy on the other hand. Particularly hidden matriarchy. Now that, mathematically, can sustain across very many generations. Maybe indefinitely.”
“As long as it remains hidden?” Kathigitís probes.
“Yes, for the daughters of Eve. They must remain hidden. But the daughters of Lilith have in different times in history been quite brazen and have acted openly, protected by malevolent and predatory males and masses of low status males. Particualry in times when there are masses of surplus low status males.”
“The descendants of Eve need to hide themselves?” Kathigitís is genuinely curious. It’s not a line of thinking he’s come across, not even as a philosophy professor with three decades of study behind him. Though it has the ring of at least partial, profound, truth to it.
“Yes. To hide and shield itself from the sons and daughters of Lilith who are eternally seeking to wipe them from the earth. Some of Lilith’s children must also hide themselves. Particularly the weak predatory male sons. If not, the world of man, the sons of Eve, destroys them early and ruthlessly.” Mikel’s thoughts carry the weight of truth in them. Kathigitís can sense the rightness of Mikel’s thinking.
“For the deception of female weakness and powerlessness to hold. Lies which cannot be visually or physically hidden. Concepts and ideas, entire belief systems, religions, have to be spun up and constantly, rapidly evolved using clever and deceptive words. Institutions need to be built up, adapted, torn down and replaced, all around concepts and ideas, belief systems expressed in these very same words. Words that have to be baked into everyday life, into common dialogue. Subtle yet powerfully deceptive words.” Mikel pauses a moment before continuing.
“There would be two of these illusionary worlds. For the daughters of Lilith this artificial reality would emphasize tyranny, the tyranny of males and the weakness of the daughter’s of Eve, the blame for all that is wrong in the world as result of the sons of Eve. In order to deny the daughters of Eve the protection of the sons of Eve.” Turning from the glimpse of sea out the window, looking to see if any of this connects with his mentor. “For the daughters of Eve this artificial reality would emphasize the gentle, loving support and protection of motherhood, of males as the providers and protectors of women and children and the less fortunate. Tricking others into believing the daughters of Eve are weak and fragile and easily harmed, when it is quite the contrary.”
“For both, all to sell and sustain the illusion of a patriarchy and male domination.” It’s an interesting idea. One nearly heretical in the modern Western World. It will have to be something Kathigitís digs into studying in the old texts, the old myths, philosophies and teachings.He can already see the outer shapse of it though in ancient Greek philosophy and later Roman.
“Words are the domain of women and weak men.” Mikel states, with the force of full conviction. Looking at his soon to be former student. Kathigitís recognizes the difference between boys who become men such as Mikel, and boys who remain only males. It’s this very certainty about things. Not boastful or arrogant. Not about power. Statements of fact and an acceptance of these facts as and for what they are. Facts come to after hard study and thought, and not a few fights.
“Well something for you to fully develop now you’re setting off to enter the world of words, concepts, ideas, and institutions this coming fall.” Kathigitís looks to Mikel with the firm yet approving look a father, uncle, grandfather or older brother expresses to a younger male who has put in hard effort and come to realize something real. It’s the look of respect and honor can only be earned, and that only from another man, a real man.
He’d certainly entered the world of words at Oxford, followed by Wirtschaftsuniversität Wien, and on to a career in international Investment Banking. It was not what he’d intended. But he didn’t get to choose such things all of his own accord. He’d had twice annual visits he was called to attend each year he was at school in Greece. And in the years of higher education after. By those who represented his benefactors. Benefactors he’d never met nor learned anything of. Though he knew even at the age of twelve, they were somehow related to the secret of who his parents and family really were and are. Romanovs. The Romanovs! High Russian being the secret language spoken during these visits, but only when absolutely certain of absolute privacy.
That conversation with Kathigitís had come back to him more than once over the years. Something he’s still seeking to work out. It had all proved to be far more complex, detailed and involved than his then seventeen-year-old brain could conceive of. But his reasoning had not proven wrong. Quite the contrary! Having just turned thirty, he’s ever more convinced the world is driven by the hidden war between the daughters of Lilith and the daughters of Eve and the men and males each owns and controls or partners with and enables.
They are certainly grooming him for something, to be the patriarchal figurehead of something. He knows and is resigned to this fact. And what does that really mean? A woman will arrive, of royal blood. She’ll bind him to her and the future of their children. It’s just the way these ancient matrilineal lines remain just that, ancient. Never mind that he is, technically, among those few know of his survival, the Crown Prince of the Romanovs. She will be of equal, if not more impressive lineage and stock. So, somewhere out there forces of power, very old power, were moving to align him to be partnered with a woman of the old bloodlines.
May she be a daughter of Eve and not a daughter of Lilith! It’s the prayer he had far more often than once, prayed into the dark of night and the light of day. A prayer he yet prays. Intuitively sensing the time of such meeting is approaching.
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